I don't know how my life going thru ryte now...
I dont noe whether im attached or not...
Im confused in diz relationship...
Sumtyme it goes well n not...
I want to ask hym wats wrong with us but im jus to scared...
I dont want anything bad to happen in diz relationship...
I still need hym n want hym but i dont noe how he feels..
He kept everything as a secret...

Yesterdae i do go out with hym..
Just hangout at Yaya's place...
With palat too..
Everything goes well but we all a bit tired...

I went home a bit late... Take cab home...
I just love hym too much...
But he like ignoring me when i said dat...
How shuld i sae it again when he just keep quiet??
How sehk??
"I LOVE U"... how sehk??

I jus want to express everything out but dont noe how..
Yaya n palat keep giving me advice n not to gif up...
I reallie want hym back...
I want the old HASLAN...
He's soo different....
Im going totally crazy...
I dont need anione else...

Now, my mum...
I dont noe how to tell her dat im serious in hym...
he xpext me to talk n mix with all the guy around me..
"setia pada satu"..
wats dat means if she want me to be dat wae..
Khalid keep calling me n i du tried to ignore hym....
but how shuld i tell hym??..
he so irritating...
ALip...
He's my friend...
I dont reallie lyke 2 contact with hym...
he keep asking me out but one thing for sure...
I wont go out with hym...
He so irritating...
keep askin me to forget my guy...
I just sae dis to hym...
" U think u soo cool... u think u soo good... u think u soo handsome....
but not for me.... SO WAT GITU LORH"...
No one can replace my boify...
Wateva happens i love haslan very2 much....
Till my last breath....

***HASLAN.... PlS DU UNDERSTAND... I JUST NEED EU!!! HOW SHULD I PROVE IT TO U?? I JUS TOO IN LURP WITH U... DONT LEAVE ME PLS....***