I guess, we are not meant for each otha. We are 2 different n im sad about it...
Life changing... I thought of looking for a job and juSt get myself busy...
Sometymes i just feel soo bening cheated by the one i lurve...
I guess, im just "Tepuk sebelah tangan"... Yeah!! Lyke Khalid use 2 tell m3 last tim3...
In a relatiOnshp, u nid 2 hands to clap...
Ah2 ehk... Its been lyke 2-3 months khalid neva contact m3...
Now, im not contacting anyon3... Just focussing on hyM...
But he just still want 2 njoy lyfe... He just dont want 2 admit it....
Rite now, im at library... blogging and crying as well...
I dont noe y...
I just feel dat im being cheated n shok sendiri....
Wat muz i do now??....
Everything looking good but im just too scared....
How if he got bike in the future??..
will he still b contacting m3??..
Frens, soccer and familie came first for hyM...
Im just the last on3... Maybe....
I love hym n scared of losing hym...
Ryte now, I will just follow with the flow...
He still dnt no3 my true feelings....
The HURT still in ma heart....

**I hope he understand me well enOugh...**