Imagine all the times I cried
The tears I've shed, every night...

No one would come to comfort me
So I sat alone until I fell asleep...

All I ever did
about the hurt
was smile and lie
While deep inside
I felt the pain
though I tried to hide.

It hurts me to speak this way
It hurts to feel betrayed
It hurts me to see you standing there
Watching me fall again

All I ever did was make those same mistakes
I seeked for mercy but I found more pain instead
Maybe I'm bound to suffer like this all the time
So am I a coward for trying to help myself overcome it all?

Why does it have to be so hard just for me to let it go?
Why do I have to fall so I could keep pushing you?
I'm afraid of what I've done, the pain that I've caused you
And even though I can't promise much, believe me I love you too

I'm sorry for letting go
I blame myself for hurting you
I just couldn't wait to end myself
To take the pain away
But I never meant to hurt you twice
If only there was another way
I'd be the only one hurting instead of you too...